What do you see?

What does it mean to you? Joy, hope, boredom?

This was taken mid-way while I was having a panic attack.

I have a few theories why I would had suddenly experienced this during this period of time.

But that's not the reason for this post.

I wanted to a photo at my most vulnerable, a snapshot in time where an emotion so intense.

There's something so alluring about a raw emotion isn't there? 

To put it on display for the sake of scrutiny.

There is beauty in it of itself.

You feel your heart pounding on the walls of your chest.

The breath becomes short shallow bursts.

It builds and your limbs grow cold to a point they shrivel into an almost unimaginable shape.

Your eyes start watering as your lips start quivering.

You only want is your body to stop what it's doing but you can't control it.

All you can do is to let the anxiety set in.

and after afew minutes, it passes.

You feel better. 

Well... at least for now.